Waiting Here For You

Day and night divided,
Two worlds torn apart.
I’m standing in your shadow,
I wonder where you are.
This is my confession,
This is my heart burning down,
Giving out and taking me over.

So far away,
I don’t know where I am.
So hard to take,
You slipped right through my hand.
With so much left unspoken,
Unopened, I’m broken.
I’ll be waiting here for you…

There’s nothing here to cling to,
Nothing more to prove.
I’m walking on a wire
With nothing left to lose.
If this is where you want me,
This is where I’ll be,
Holding out ’til you come back to me.

So far away,
I don’t know where I am.
So hard to take,
Knowing I’m alone again.
Trapped inside a moment,
I’m frozen, torn open.
I’ll be waiting here for you…

‘Cause I’m falling, I’m falling, I’m calling out,
I need you near me now, keeping me safe.
You can break it or fake it or take it in,
I wanna start again, take me away.
Come and take me away…

Take me away…

I’ll be waiting here for you…

 

Cewek Murah??

Kaget saja melihat seorang cewek murah, ya kira – kira 1 jam bisa di booking ga sampek Rp. 5000, – ?? Dari iklan di kaosnya sii…Ada yang mo booking ga neh?? Saratnya kamu mesti pake XL bebas

 

Home

here i come to find myself – catch the tide.
looking for a peace at the end of the line
sometimes i can’t help myself feel the tide
i’m all at sea and so unwise

i’m so afraid i lose your love as times goes by
the courage is a fire – and a beacon so bright
the sunset builds a memory – our love signed
and all i see becomes a lie

will i wash away – turning like a stone?
i need a place where i belong!
call a setting sun to throw me down the road
and take me to a place called home

i close my eyes i know you’re there – love of mine
standing on the shore in a world i designed
the sunset fires a lonely flare into the sky
and all i see we say goodbye

will i wash away – turning like a stone?
i need a place where i belong!
call a setting sun to throw me down the road
and take me to a place called home

 

Research Sharing

Helloo..,

Some days ago my friend gives me a new subdomain http://ao.openlsd.net. The website contains some IT articles which i wrote on my own hand and some documentations of my research. You may find these article there:

• BGP – OSPF dynamic routing combines with simple NAT and simple access-list.
• My opensource project called psyshard.
• Certificate Authority for grid computing although incomplete.
• Some papers for IT training.

Enjoy the stuff…

 

Telor Ayam Kena Kutukan

Judul yang aneh?? yapz.., Jayus?? nggehh..

Beberapa hari lalu, saat saya makan malam di Bungo Palo (sambil iklan) mendapati sebuah telur aneh yang kata DJ Sleman kena kutukan. Sebuah telor ayam  dengan dua biji kuning telur w00w – maha BIG w0w…. Mungkin saya ditakdirkan sebagai pembebas kutukan telur ayam itu dengan memakannya (Hmm…, orang judeg harus dibelas kasihani..*sambil lirik-lirik ke yang lagi nongkrong di lorong MTI*)

Anyway, terlepas dari telornya kena kutukan apa ga, ada beberapa pertanyaan yang mengganjal di kepala saya.

“kalo seandainya telor itu tidak di masak Bungo Palo dan menetas menjadi ayam seperti apakah menetasnya, Jadi dua ayam kembar siam dan normal?? Jadi dua ayam cacat?? Jadi ayam dengan kepala dua?? Atau normal jadi satu ayam saja??” 

“Kalo ternyata menetas menjadi dua ayam kembar siam dan normal?? faktor apa yang kira-kira menjadi penyebab satu biji telur dua kuning telur?? kan menguntungkan tuh kalo bikin ternak ayam, satu induk bisa beranak dua kali lebih banyak dibanding ayam normal?? mungkin ga seh mutasi genetik supaya ayam bertelor kena kutukan semua”

Sayang saya kuliah di T. Elektro coba fakultas lain

 

22 Tahun + 1 Hari

Alhamdulillah, saat saya menulis tulisan ini umur saya telah genap 22 tahun lebih 1 hari.., Thank’s God giving me a nice life. Lanjut besuk nulisnya lagi garap simulasi BGP dynamic routing quagga – cisco pakek dynamips kie.. (TA)

 

IIO Kiss You

I’d wake up, and make love to you if i had you
I wanna touch you so much, but I’m not allowed to
What I hate is to wait, but in this case I’m patient
I’m discreet, I’m not weak, I just need a moment
He wants me, he wants me not
I want everything he’s got
If I leaned over and tried to kiss you
Would I be wrong, after so long to kiss you
Would you pretend, we’re only friends, if I kissed you
At least I can dream of you in the scene, when I kiss you

On one hand, we are friends, but still my mind wanders
Through sad streets and alleys, I just keep growing fonder
If I leaned over and tried to kiss you, would I be wrong,
after so long to kiss you, would you pretend we’re only friends if I kissed you
At least I can dream of you in the scene when I kiss you
To stop me is not easy, can’t keep a lion from hunting
I’m focused, I want this, there’s no control of some things

 

Routing Protocol Security

Hello there,
It has been some days, i do some security assesments on OSPF and BGP dynamic routing. Theoritically, dynamic routing can be attacked because of weak on its implementation. I have some interesting IETF draft published in 2003. You have to read this stuff

OSPF Vulnerability
BGP Vulnerability
Original reference


After reading the draft, I notice that’s really difficult to implement that kind of attacking. Most of vulnerability has been fixed by vendor. On cisco machine, i have no idea how to start some penetration testing. If you have idea, let me know by sending a comment on this blog. Now, i start some BGP auditing on quagga (zebra) and i hope getting some nice result.

Discussion, idea, comment are welcome…

 

Mengatasi Insomnia

Tidur bagi manusia adalah hal yang sangat penting, karena tidur mengendalikan irama kehidupan kita sehari-hari. Jika kita kurang tidur atau mengalami gangguan dalam tidur, maka hari-hari kita akan menjadi lambat dan kurang bergairah. Sebaliknya tidur yang cukup dan berkualitas akan membantu kita memiliki energi dan gairah dalam menjalani aktifitas sehari-hari. Setiap manusia menghabiskan seperempat sampai sepertiga dari kehidupannya untuk tidur. Menurut penelitian, hampir setiap manusia pernah mengalami masalah tidur. Satu dari tiga orang dilaporkan mengalami gangguan tidur dan satu dari sembilan orang memiliki masalah tidur yang cukup serius. Karena beberapa masalah tidur dapat diatasi oleh individu yang bersangkutan dan yang lain memerlukan bantuan dokter, maka diagnosis diri (self diagnosis) menjadi sangat penting.

Pengelola rubrik:
Aribowo Prijosaksono
dan Roy Sembel

Buku Applications in Self-Management (Brian T. Yates, 1986) memberikan daftar untuk mendiagnosis masalah tidur. Anda mungkin memiliki masalah tidur jika beberapa dari hal-hal berikut terjadi pada anda:

 

IIO – At The End

When you’re away, I’m feeling empty
I lose my mind
But when you’re around, I take for granted
Most of our time

Honey you say that I’m cold
And sometimes I’m out of control
Baby, you know how I am, at the end, you’re always mine

I don’t mean to when I hurt you
But I need you, I can show you
Just let me be when I’m crazy,
At the end you’re still my only.
At the end [x3]

Right when you’re gone, I really miss you
You got my heart.
When you come back, I just wanna kiss you
And it tears you apart.
Honey do make me stay,
Believe me it’s better this way.
Baby I’m true and I’m real.
I’m giving you all that I feel.

[Chorus x2]

Sweety, I’m trying my best,
To give you the most and the less.
Darling, I’m true and I’m real,
I’m giving you all that I feel.

[Chorus x2]

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